How can you tell two girls that they have to go back to living with their mother in three days after she’s abused them their whole lives? It makes me sick that the DHS has everything against this women yet she gets what she wants. And all she wants is that $750 check every other week from their father, and the only way she can get that is by having them. It’s so nice how she can try...
bucklesup: my health teacher asked for different ways to prevent pregnancy and i said “do it in the butt” and i got extra credit because no one has ever said that before Made my night .
It’s kind of wierd looking through everything that I have posted in the past year. Shows how much things can change in the blink of an eye. There’s not a place I have to call home. My ex boyfriend is long gone, I can’t even believe how long that went on. It kind of makes me sick how much I felt for the kid. Spain was awesome, Outward Bound was incredible, and through senior year...
What would I do without random ass sleepovers and two man cheering?
I’m just in a cuddle, and sleep kind of mood. Nothing more.
How does this Happen?
I should be at the happiest part of my life. Instead I feel guilty about being happy, knowing my sisters aren’t. No one understands as much as they think they do, or as much as they try too. I don’t want to seem like a bitch or seem bi polar. But I can’t help it. Reality doesn’t just leave when you physically move from one place to another. It stays with you, and theres no...
Although I’m having tons of fun right now, I feel like I can’t be myself. I feel like I won’t be able to truely be myself until at least one person really knows me. Or at least some of what I’ve been through. It’s like I’m hiding part of myself. But all I can think about is how people will look at me if they knew what has happened to me. Will they view me ...
I love the days I can actually enjoy life.
In exactly a month I’ll be moving into my dorm. Being basically on my own at eighteen and still making sure I go to college and make everything right for myself, makes this so much more exciting! Don’t get me wrong I have help from my family, but it’s nothing like anyone would think. Don’t get me wrong, I love the freedom and everything, I just wish I had more support. ...
Move It On
I often find it hard to remember the past. Even if they are great memories, they bring out the worst parts of my life. For that I can do nothing. So instead I look forward at the world I will travel and the adventures I will take. Some people may find it hard to blieve how much is hidden, but I hate pitty parties. It’s time to keep moving forward and live without looking back.
Since I have not updated in a while, I’d like to say how much has changed. I went from having a house, a bed, a huge family that cared, and having all of my own stuff to having nothing. It was all over within a couple of days. Beaten and kicked out with nothing but what I had on. I lost everything. My home, my bed, my belongings, and pretty much all of my family. My family pretty much has...
Leaving for Spain in less than 24 hours. I can’t wait to leave. I get a vacation, time to think, and time to explore everything new. I never thought that this could come out of moving so much. Everything free, but lunch for the next ten days. Who wouldn’t go?!